Vacation? Vocation?

I think I need a permanent vacation from my vocation! 

Although what was I thinking when I decided my purpose in life was to make everyone happy. 

I know you can't make everyone happy, sometimes it's hard keeping one person happy: but this is what I want.

Well, I think it's time I pulled on my big girl pants and said its time to think about my happiness: but what if what makes me happy is seeing others happy? Am I being selfish? Why am I doing this to myself?

Okay, maybe happy could be altered, or exchanged. Better perhaps? Make people better? Oh no, what if I try and "improve" them? Scrape better.

Okay, so what is my goal then? 

To see people happy? To see them content? 

To give them a better quality of life or a better future. 

Yes. That's it. 

I want to help make the future brighter and better and maybe a little happier? 

Oh sure, for all I know the future is super happy already. Surely my aid can't go Amis though? It's not as if I'm looking to make it worse. We could always do with some more happy.

Anyway, we've determined it's not happiness I want anyway, it's better. I mean things and people and everything to be better. 

Happiness is only temporary after all. 

Give a man a fish and he can eat for a day, teach a man to fish and he can start a line of fishing fleets after consulting with the man who was taught to build boats. Noah? 

Sorry!

Anyway, the short term fix is never the answer: we want the cure and we will have the cure. It might just take a little longer than first expected! 

Because there is a cure out there, there is an antidote. Just because no ones found it yet doesn't mean it's not real or possible. 

One day we thought the earth was flat, now we've seen the craters on Pluto. 

The world is amazing. Man is funny (and scary), but at times I can really appreciate their peculiarities. 

My mind is a little chaotic right now. Don't worry if you don't understand. This doodle doesnt even go with my writing.